Yesterday... was a choice

Sometimes, I walk by the sandy beach
Alone.
I try to count the grains of time
that have swept by these shores

So many times
So many years



A choice each one made
To Stay
To Leave
To delve into the timeless pits of reality
Alone.

There was a time
When you were around
That these moments faltered
Created an illusion
So often, that we were reeling
The spool of Dreams
that ended in nothing.

There is nothing that I can I ask you today
Nothing that I can speak
No dreams in the night time of my life
No nightmares, Or faceless effigies to burn

Dawn to dusk
I walk along this shore.
Each morose twitch of pain
Subsides like it was never before
Yet, the sun rises and sets in absolute harmony.

Perhaps the loneliness has taught me something
Shown me its need
And I have flown so high in its wings
So far away
That we can never even smile that way again.



If Farewell is so hard to bear
If Goodbye is so hard to say

Let's drown it in silence
like the questions on each grain...

Let's part like we never met.